ok fek. i am sloshing through another dreadful phase where i despise almost everybody i know. most of my friends are whiny little bitches, especially the guys i mean what the hell why don't they just grow a pair??? I resent movie theaters and clubs and the people in them. gah. everything i look at infuriates me. i also didn't know it was possible to get even fatter after you've been exercising constantly for months and not eating anything...but it is! i'm so cranky that i actually want to smoke which i know a lot of my friends don't like but they can just suck it right now. everybody is so fucking self righteous that i think i will stick my head into an oven and slam the door onto it x50...i really don't have anybody to talk to because i only feel lonelier after talking to people about my feelings because i'm smart enough to know that deep down nobody gives a shit. in fact i am almost certain that nobody will even read this journal/care...fuck my life everything just looks really gray and terrible form this side of the hill
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I don't know you that well but if there's anything I can do, let me know. x:
Im here if you want to talk.
just a poor judge of character in the first place